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zi hui - i thot my flexibility was deteriorating too so i did stretching whenever i can. :D
and now im improving. do it while doing hmwk! IT WORKS! but sometimes i cannot concentrate on the homeworks cause it hurts like hell. xP

liying - ahahas, yes. this issue over already then i reply. how funny! :P

boy in dance - lil bro DARREN. will definitely link you soon. wait patiently and u will see your name on my link list. xD

jeffy - THANK YOU (: nah, it's okay. take cares ;D

sorry for not updating.
really dont feel like blogging.
anymore.
did i say anymore?

alot of events have happened this few weeks.
and obviously im so not going to elaborate all.
just some major happenings that made an impact on me.

first on list.
is none other than.
MYE LANGUAGE PAPERS.
english papers :
it's like.
SHUYU,
YOU CAN JUST STAY AS A SECONDARY TWO STUDENT.
with this kind of standard.
you think you can pass Olevel huh?
DREAM ON.
goodness.
trust me.
it's THAT bad.
SIGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

GOODBYE JUNIOR COLLEGE.
it's so heart breaking.
blame on my playfulness when im in primary school.
and my laziness when im in secondary school.
can god please please please bless me with determinations and motivations.
make me improve my language.

alright, fine.
i know that will never happen.
because all i can do now is to depend on myself.
which i have doubts in myself.
i only know how to bark.
but no action is done.
what an idiot.
SCREEAAMMMS.

MT papers.
in the previous entry.
i said i would be contented if i've gotten a b3.
HOWEVER,
after i check through the papers.
and find out those RIDICULOUS mistakes that i have made.
i seriously feel like slapping myself.
my standard hasn't improve since last year.
instead, it dropped.
from A1 to A2 then now B3
can you believe it?
i'm not boasting that i should be A1 standard.
but yes,
i should be getting A1.
you know why?
because CHINESE is one of the subject that i can depend on.
now look at what I've gotten?
B THREE?!

and please.
im not comparing nor hinting.
comparisons are odious.
i think you all should know what i mean.

next on list
REMAINING 5 SUBJECTS.
POA :
mr vale predict i will get 60+ marks.
felt alittle demoralised.

EMATHS :
hopefully on track.
A1 please!
2nd time taking.
shuyu,
DON'T LOSE FACE!
sigh.
A1?
can i?
i haven't even master some of the chapters!
and had been slacking.
faints.

HUMANITIES :
SS - have yet to revise.
geography is another thing.
standard dropping as well.

SCIENCE :
physic - coping well.
but need more revision.
chemistry - anybody know whats with the alkenes alkanes polymerisation blah blah blah?
ALOT OF DOUBTS!

AMATHS :
had a bad encounter.
from now on,
i will not copy questions that i dont know from the others.
shall only ask them to teach me.
so dont accuse me of becoming worst or something.
MID YEAR.
i will prove you wrong.

last friday,
had the worst night ever.
i got really dishearted and demoralised.
hot tears kept rolling down.
couldn't control at all.
my head was spinning and heavy.
my mind was in a mess.
crying is definitely the last thing i would ever want to do.
but all i could do was sobbing.
as most of my subject have not been showing any sign of improvement.
although math and amath are exceptional.
it was an ultra terrible night.
worst night ever.

despite all the crying,
i'm starting to slack on saturday again!
it's like.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?
NONONONONO
NO MORE EXCUSES!

SIGGHHHHHHHHHH
i will try my very best to restrain from onlining and friendstering.
blog?
it depends.
only when i feel like.
because at least it can help in improving my language.

aiyah.
once again i'm going to say
ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS.
so we'll see.
i know i have already broken my promise.
i continue to online etc after saying that much about fighting my dreams.
what bull shit.
however, after some thinking.
i didnt really break that promise.
because it's either studies good or dancing is good.
i did stretching whenever i dont feel like studying.
and i can feel that im improving.
on my way to 180 degree side split(left with 4-5 fingers spacing -approximately-)
front split(only left with direction. meaning hips have to face in front. now is slightly to the side),
triple pirouette (turns),
although double pirouette only sometimes can.
near perfect jete.

was extremely happy for that.
this is an example of
"every ass loves to hear himself bray"
ahaahas.

although i know it's not good enough.
and there are definitely people who are better than me.
but well, as long as i find myself improving each day,
who cares if the others are better than me, right?
this is what i learn from ms vivienne.

the only thing i dont understand is.
how come i have so much motivation and determination in dance.
but not studies.
IF ONLY i can balance both.

NOTE : i will only link the recent bloggers during june hols. sorry, hope you all dont mind.

i'll see when we will meet again(:
maybe when i need to vent my frustration or share my elation.

just some extra informations.
current obessions - food: waffles, ice cream!
as for song : RUNAWAY by avril lavigne and GONE by kelly clarkson.
all these brightens my day. :D