just a brief summary.

last monday :
feel really good about myself.
because i am in a ultra good condition.
fully stretched.
perhaps stretching during p.e lessons/in class helps alittle.
ahahas.

although down with cramps.
i'm still able to swim over, slightly good jete etc.
feel so proud of myself!

tuesday :
was NOT in a good condition.
low confidence.
dont know why.
maybe because i thought i might have hurt my shin.
plus i guess inner thighs are hurting again.
OHGOSH.
how wonderful can it be more to happen at that moment of time!
arrrgghhh~

and when i tried to swim over again,
i was worried about making those pains and aching worst
which might result in not dancing well in the actual syf day!
SIIGGHHH.
what a stupid thought of mine.

so yeah, i was like an idiot
hesitating for a really long time
(was in my max split position already)
until zi hui was like giving up on me.
cause i really took a long time.

and this was the time i really pressurized myself.
eveythime i cant do something.
i'd tell myself.
IF NOW YOU DONT "MASTER" IT NOW.
THEN HOW ARE YOU GOING TO SUCCEED IN THE FUTURE?
but at that point,
all my mind was thinking about is :
no, i cant do it.
it hurts!
ARRGGHH!
i.. jus cant.
WT*
I CAN'T.
WHY CLDNT I?
I JUST SIMPLY CAN'T
FFFFFF.

finally after 5 mins of inner struggles,
i picked up my courage andYES
JUST SWIM OVER
and within a few secs,
i was in a swim over position.
but i dont know what came over me.
i broke down.
i dont know if it's due to the pain or whatsoever.
or maybe i am really trying very hard to prove that im capable of something.
as all i can describe about myself at that point was USELESS again.

after letting it out.
felt a whole lot better.
which lead me back to the optimistic shuyu :D
and i was able to do more swim over.
WITHOUT HESITATING.
please, i hope the next time would be like this too.

ohh, that day we are allowed to be dismissed earlier than usual.

WEDNESDAY
THE JUDGMENT DAY!
-MYSTERY DE OCEAN-

early morning at around 6.15
we should be gathered in dance studio already.
but eventually, there were latecomers.
which includes me.
ahahas.
but, i wasnt the latest ;D

PEEP-
one msg recevied!
it was FILZAH!
she was the first who wish me luck for syf!
gee.
THANKS!

reached there at around 6.25.
all i see was grps and grps of ppl.
some slacking.
some waiting to draw their brows.
some putting on foundation.

by assembly, most of us have put on foundation.
but im totally annoyed with the foundation.
bloody troublesome.
and to make everything worst,
the foundation seems to make me have breakouts.
ARGHH.

after assembly
were just waiting for the teachers to help us put on make ups.
then came another msg.
and another
and more.
wow.
rather surprise!
THANK YOU SO MUCH EVERYONE!
really appreciated it! :DDD

by 9+
we had to leave already!
and the seniors came back to support us!
HOW TOUCHED!

when we reached there,
we were very anxious.
dare not waste any single secs.
luckily was in a good condition that day.

time past very fast.
DING-
next is us already!
we were EXTREMELY NERVOUS YET EXCITED.

annoucement :
NEXT IS XXXX AHMAD IBRAHIM SECONDARY SCHOOL.
PRESENTING MYSTERY DE OCEAN.

LIGHTS ON.
dancers ready.
set on stage.
music plays.
and there we go.
PERFORM-

and finally,
exit-

everyone was in a down down mood.
all of them blame themselves for not doing well.
well, yes.
i must say that all these are really HARDWORK.
and all these ends in this bloody hell 5MINS or so.

afterthat so as to smoothen our feelings.
we went to yingzhu's house again.
play badminton, read magazines blah blah blah.
then played some childhood games at her house downstairs.
aahahs.
IT WAS A TERRIFIC FUN FUN DAY!

THURSDAY.
RESULTS DAY + JIAHUI'S BIRTHDAY!

was not in the mood of studying the whole day.
all i was thinking was.
PLEASE NO COP.

finally
RIIIINNNGGSSS-
it's TWO PM!
but we've got to write down reflections first.
after some whining-s from everyone.
ms lee showed up a S!
we gotten a SSSIIILLLVVEERRR!!!
-SSSCCCRREEAAMMMSSS-
the studio got flooded with our cheerings and all.
it was a GOOD thing.
i will not cry
i told myself. (:

when got back to class.
and ms llysa asked about the result.
the moment i said silver,
the class scream alittle.
which make me rather touched ya.

just want to thank all TEACHERS (includes ms vivienne) for this 6 months.
and all the SENIORS PLUS SUPPORTERS who came.
AIDANCERS
all the text msg
anyone who have helped me one way or another.
the encouragement and support.
nothing can express my gratitude!
HEREBY THANK EVERYONE!
LOVE YOU GUYS!
will never forget this 2007syf experience.
beautiful choreography + music,
nice costumes +make ups.
wonderful teachers,
lovely dancemates,
no matter good or bad times,
it's been a great time working with all of you!

after the whole results and srp thing,
went to meet yingzhu they all.
as they wanted to celebrate jia hui's birthday.
but it was getting late and
we were all indecisive on where to go.
so we just loiter around the neighborhood.
until we settle down at the blk 123 playground.
had gossiping sessions.
ahahahs.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR TOASTYY!

FRIDAY
HALFDAY!
hooray!
last p.e lesson with mr check was okay.
quite fun with all the running and throwing of balls.
but catching it may not be a fun thing.
ahahas.
because you might have to end up running after the ball.

after school.
went home straight.
then meet filzah at 12.45.
this time we went to marine square.
it was a ENJOYABLE DAY with her too!

will upload photos during june hols?
ahahahs.
by then, i guess it will flood my whole blog.

ohh ya.
THE DANCE FLOOR WAS ABSOLUTELY FANTASTIC!
WATCHING THE DANCE FLOOR CAN BE RATHER EXCITING!
was screaming and clapping and pi-rouetting and danced a lil round my house!
I LOVE ALL OF THEM
but i love SOUL FUSION AND PLATINUM MORE!
not because they are my instructor's friends or what.
their technics are really really good!
still.
SIIGGGHHH.
they are not the winner.

anyway,
yesterday was MT PAPER.
it suck totally.
i can feel that my standard has dropped.
trust me.
the papers was like
SHHHIIITT.
i didnt finish my compo well!
dont have enough time to check pp2!
GODDD.
at least give me a B3?
SIIGGHHH~

however,
YST WAS A TERRIFCALLY FUN DAY TOO!
all the candids with them.
esp marshiela.
darn FAR-NY!

so long guys.
got to go do some work.
i guess might be blogging more often than online.
maybe?
i have no idea.

DANCEWITHPOISE.
LOVING DANCE!