HOORAY!!
enjoyed myself yesterday.
it was a terribly fun day!
though it started off with headache.
and causes me to be NEARLY late.

but i can say i was quite fortunate too.
as i didnt know that have to bring costumes and wear leotards and all.
luckily, i have a habit of wearing leotard,
and have put my costume in dance studio on friday.
so i dont have to worry.

syf training was as usual.
however,
was really starving.
didnt get to eat breakfast.
was NEARLY late you see.
so was on the verge of giving up.
cause my mind was like
"argghh. -whines- im starving. im tired. i cant take it anymore."
then i told myself
"come on shuyu,
slap yourself!
it's only left with less than 4 practices
and this is how you give in to your tiredness.
is this the way you should react if you want to a dancer in the future?!
plus it's almost 12 already.
one more hour to go!
time is so limited already!
you cannot dance anymore after syf
cause you have studies to cope.
and you're sure going to miss dancing.
so meanwhile while you still can dance.
dance ALL you can.
DONT ever regret for not giving it all.
i'll hate you for sure!
GO SHUYU!
it's mind over matter"

thus i went to brink some water.
yea, and you know what!
it seems like some kind of potion.
it cure my tiredness and increased my energy level.
and so, though still a little restless.
i tried to polish up my steps with the fellow dancemates.

during break,
as the teachers and instructor are dealing with some make up problems,
we were stretching.
and so i wanted to zi hui and jia hui to help me in the "swim over".
which means doing a side split with ur stomach touching the floor and push yourself forward so that you can close ur side split behind you.

i can tell you.
it hurts like hell.
ur inner thighs can feel as though they going to snap any moment.
after a few attempts,
im still very scare.
until everyone was like encouraging me.
and i kinda feel the stress
plus zi hui says.
"you want to be a dancer right? just force yourself. dont care about the pain!"
then i told myself :
YESSSS! shuyu, just swim over.
you will be able to feel the achievement!

so i kept thinking of swimming over
opened my split to my max
AND
-snaps-
in just few secs time,
I DID IT!
all thanks to the sec4s dancers!

moral of this is that
encouragement,
positive mind
and stress
are needed for me to
MAKE IT.
so same as my studies.
after syf,
i shldnt be found dozing off
and letting my soul to wander around.
must give me stress.
and i mean MUST
i might be annoy at anyone at that particular moment who is giving me stress.
but i bet i'll be grateful to you if i do well in my studies.
so yea, let help one and other
and excel in everything we do.
strongly believe that everyone can make it.

back to yst,
after dance prac,
went to eat with the sec4s.
afterthat, we went to rent step up.
while leaving cp,
it started raining!
and we dashed across with realizing that lijing and jia hui actually have umbrellas!
godd.

we were obviously drenched upon reaching ying zhu's house.
so we played with the rain under ying zhu's block for a while before going up.
after playing,
we went up to dry ourself.
and start with our beauty session (syf coming) plus watching step up.
but we only can watch one disc
as ying zhu have to go out.
we felt guilty imposting her man.
apologies!

lastly,we played badminton.
man, should have play earlier!
it was so fun!
am so going to play it some other free time!
:DDD

had a great time with the dancers
i bet i'll miss them when we finally step down!
and not forgetting my friends.
i love them all.
xDDDD

3 MORE DAYS TO THE JUDGEMENT DAY!
break a leg!
we are going to make all our bruises, blue-blacks, cuts, achings, and etc
WORTHWHILE.