alrights.
sorry for not updating for a MONTH!
ahahas.

well, partly lazy.
by looking at the photos i want to upload,
i can die.
i've got so many so many photos i want to upload and stories to tell!
ahahahs.
stories?
sounds funny.

partly busy.
let u all look at my schedule :
monday: SRP (structure remedial program right?) then syf trainning.
tuesday : syf training.
wednesday : SRP and achievement rehearsals for the past 2 weeks.
thursday : SRP. school ends at FOUR!
friday : syf training.
and everytime i reached home,
im totally wore out.

plus i have been trying to spend quality time with my family.
especially for now,
whenever my brother is book out.
for the past 3 weeks,
my brother had two weeks of "vacations"
then report to the air force school on the third week.
but he's able to come home every night.
and thats only for that particular week.
which means when my brother is at home,
i can only use the computer for a short while.

sigh~
and there are still piles and piles of homeworks awaiting for me.
just how i wish i can say:
"GOODBYE HOMEWORKS!"
well oh well.
i should jolly well finish them up ASAP.
had been neglecting studies.
which is not very appropriate if i want to get in a JC.
sigh sigh sigh
am not really setting high hopes though
since everyone says that JC is absolutely stressful.

actually i want to get in a jc is partly because of dance too.
jc's dances are always very good.
speaking of which,
dance is always on my mind.
sometimes i really wonder if i love dance that much.
currently,
IT IS.
it's like my life.
i feel the presence of dance deeply.
and just feel like dancing all the time!

but whenever i thought of dance as my future,
i feel dishearted.
it's very competitive.
there are alot of dancers nuture since young.
how can we compared to them?
SIGH~

alright2.
i realised that i havent started updating yea?
or did i?
whatever.
ahahas

so had been sick since monday.
why?
all because of.
FOOD.
my brother lar.
every book out would want to eat fries, and all those heaty stuff.
so as to enjoy his FREE days.

so i accompanied him.
okay fine.
i admit i also want to eat.
hee.
-blush-
so tempting okay!
this time,
we ate two days straight.
thus resulting on my sore throats
which will lead the other sickness.
however, he seems fine.
iuhfiufhsdkhf.

mon - weds,
was bearing with that bloody cough and sore throat of mine.
ate like 5-6 packets of WOODS.
fever was on off on off.
finally on weds night,
flu drop by too.
and the whole night was like
SUFFOCATING?
blocked nose.
and flam(it's spelled like that right) in my throat.

thus, thursday.
i didnt went to school.
until 2 plus then i went for my dental appointment.
was late again.
forever you know.
they will say: "what time is your appointment? ure late again."
aiyoh.
so embarrassing.
but yst it's due to a traffic jam cause by an accident.

anw,
what a bad news.
something that was fixed into my temporary tooth broke.
need to fix it asap.
but since i have syf durring april.
next apppointmen date will be on may.
-whining- I DONT WANT INJECTIONS!

ohh the tall female dentist whom i said can be a model does not work there anymore.
the current dentist who is taking my case is a male.
and after knowing my age,
he told me :
"i thought u are like fourteen or fifthteen you know. you're so tiny,so small size."
and i was like.
ohman.
do i really really look that young?
iszit a advantage then?
ahahahs.

alright then.
thats all im gg to update for now.
ahahahs.
will post photos when im free.
which will be like maybe after Os
then u all can see thousands and millions of photos posted in my blog.
ahahhas.
KIDDING.
but well, who know.
-chuckles-

SO LONG~